Thursday, October 2, 2014

This game called life

Let me just start by saying that somewhere in the distant past, I swore I was NEVER going to have children....Today has proven once again as to WHY I never should have had kids!
I SUCK AT THIS! I have no patience and I feel like I don't have enough empathy on top of the fact that I suck at it!
Not to mention, the fact that even though they are "of age" they ("they" being used more or less loosely)  still think that Mom and Dad should or are responsible for them and all things related....
And all of a sudden things I swore I would never be held responsible for, I am all of a sudden footing the bill for. All because I have a not so bad kid...a kid that is not on drugs....now all of a sudden I am suppose to continue to support them, and all of their "not so great" choices, because...well... "it's not "THAT" big of a deal to ME. " REALLY!!!! When did I all of a sudden turn into a foot rug?!
I can see now, better, how it happens SO often! But, let me also tell you RIGHT NOW, that this easy train has reached the END of it's track! I always swore, once I had kids, I would not be that parent that got taken advantage of, and yet...here I am feeling (more than slightly) totally taken  advantage of. But NO MORE! If you don't like the rules of "this" house then find some where else to live, but do it quickly! Because this easy street has CLOSED!
And honestly I could give two ^%#)! less if you like my opinion or not! This is MY home, NOT yours!