Only the 10th day of the new year, and already all I can think, is what a year it has been already! A hard year! A sad year. I look back in time year, and not all of the looks back in time are kind or ones that I want to be revisiting.
I was really thinking that this was going to be a good year. Maybe even a better year. Not that last year was a bad year, by any means, but I think, everyone would like every year to be an improvement upon the last one, right?
I am learning some very hard lessons this year so far, and not lessons I was thinking I would learn, ready to learn or wanting to learn.
I wish I felt stronger than I do! I do know, I am ready to not be sad! The weather certainly isn't helping that any either! January is usually a hard month weather wise without all the other stuff that is going on.
Daddy forgive me for having my moment of weakness and pessimism. I know things will work out and be okay...just not today!
