What a year...

Only the 10th day of the new year, and already all I can think, is what a year it has been already! A hard year! A sad year. I look back in time year, and not all of the looks back in time are kind or ones that I want to be revisiting.
I was really thinking that this was going to be a good year. Maybe even a better year. Not that last year was a bad year, by any means, but I think, everyone would like every year to be an improvement upon the last one, right?
I am learning some very hard lessons this year so far, and not lessons I was thinking I would learn, ready to learn or wanting to learn.
I wish I felt stronger than I do! I do know, I am ready to not be sad! The weather certainly isn't helping that any either! January is usually a hard month weather wise without all the other stuff that is going on.
Daddy forgive me for having my moment of weakness and pessimism. I know things will work out and be okay...just not today!

November 10 2015

Grateful for my bedroom and a door that I can go behind and close, and sometimes shut out a little bit of the world for even just a few minutes!

November 9 2015

This day I was grateful to be told that I was kind and understanding while teaching a guiding an employee. It came from no where and I didn't think I had done anything any other person/manager wouldn't have done. Still it caught me off guard and made me feel like I was a little more than just average.
Grateful to feel appreciated at work!

November 8 2015

Today I am so very grateful for Chet's ability and willingness to talk to me, calm me down and help me make sense of life, kids and all the other craziness that goes with it!
I know without him I would be a very different person and I am grateful for the person he is helping me to be!

November 7 2015

Grateful to be able to spend the day with Chet! Even if some days most of what we do is work, I still get to be where he is and spend time with him. I feel bad for couples who don't enjoy spending time with each other!
I cherish my time with Chet and look forward to when we get it!

November 6th 2015

This day I can tell you, I am honestly grateful for FRIDAY! Especially after weeks like this one. Where you just want to crawl in a hole and stay there for the next year or so.
Still, I know next week is another week, but it will be a better one.

November 5th 2015

This day I was VERY grateful for being able to go workout! I had a not so great day at work and it had been a very long week it seemed. I didn't see how it was going to get any better. Still I did have a workout already set up and promised. I really didn't want to go, but, I do know that I always feel better after a workout, so away I went. And I can honestly say, working out is great medicine for my stressed out mind! It gives me something else to focus on and a release for the stress.
I LOVE EXERCISE!