Have ya ever just....

Have you ever just????
I mean really..... This sort of thinking is what might get me in trouble, but it is the sort of thinking I do all too often.
Have you ever just wondered, if anyone might miss you if you were gone? Or what would be remembered most.
Have you ever just wondered if you have had any kind of influence in someone elses life?
Have you ever wondered if you really ended up in life where you were really meant to be?
Have you ever wondered, how many times in a day you were either misunderstood, or just totally take the wrong way, or maybe taken out of context?
Have you ever wondered how hard it would be to fix the above...or cared about fixing it in the first place...
Have you wondered who might come looking for you were you lost, or who might be relieved you were gone (at least for a time).
The list of have you wondered goes on and on, and changes form day to day, and sometimes minute to minute.
Maybe if I focus on some of the more important things, something good will happen?! That is at least the goal!