Would you if you could?

If you could make a choice for someone, knowing that it would make them angry with you, but knowing that it would honestly be the best thing for them in the long run, would you?

Knowing that at this point, it really doesn't matter, because I am not ABLE to make that choice for anyone else. Still though, knowing that choices that I am certain are going to be more hurtful for said person are being made currently, just makes it harder to sit back and let it all unfold!

When Chet and I got married, we weren't ever going to have kids, for various reason. First and foremost being that we were both way more selfish than someone with kids is suppose to be. I think looking back now, that I am still just as selfish in a way because the choices I would make would be to ease MY pain as much as someone elses.

So in order to keep from going crazy and having the parental hurt that goes along with having kids, I have decided I am just going to skip it! Not have any! That would be the best idea all the way around.

(Heavy sigh!) Too bad it is too late to change things now. Then again, I am not sure that even knowing what was coming, I would have changed it. Just reminds me that I wasn't going to do this in the first place!

Geeze!